A heavy weight sits on my chest
And my heart is too full for sleep.
My heart is full but breaking -
Brimming and cracking and swelling and burning
With a thousand things I have yet to say
And a million things I should not feel.
I am governed by my heart these days.
My mind is lost to me.
Has been.
It was never really mine to start but I let the delusions live.
My mind is lost to me.
That realization is heartbreaking.
Tonight I cannot sleep.
My heart is too full for such things
And my mind far too unbound.
